I have been talking about doing a marathon, and some 5K's for a while. Although I have participated in a 5K and had all intention of doing the marathon, that is all that it turned out to be...good intentions. My question is, why shouldn't I?? Why shouldn't I be able to run and train for the big goal? Why shouldn't I take charge and get things done? Am I lazy? More than anyone will ever know. Am I scared? Heck yes! Of what? I am actually not sure. All I know is that I am tired of talking about things and not being able to complete it.

Today at church, my dear friend talked about the barren woman. We all are barren women (guys too!) We all stand around, waiting on that "thing", trying to do things about it. Why try tricks and spend all of this energy on something that will come in God's timing? Instead of wasting years on things that will NEVER work, use that energy to do something productful. For me, I am going to run 3 times a week, and get into shape. I am waiting on God to bring me what I desire and I know that when HIS time is right, it will be wonderful! But in the mean time, I am going to work on me. To be happier, less stressed, and more in tune with HIM.