I went to see The Dark Night on Thursday/Friday morning. It was INCREDIBLE! I was glad for the invite and had good company to enjoy the movie with. Friday afternoon, I went to my best friends hair salon and got my hair done. Although some do not understand this once-every-six-weeks ritual, it acts as not only a important tool for keeping up with the Jones', it also provides the social interaction that girls thrive on. Just as the boys have sports bars and golf courses, girls have nail and hair salons to soothe our broken hearts, rejoice in significant moments, and to make ourselves feel better on an "ugly" day. Girls, you know what the "ugly" day is... the moment you get up and try on a half of dozen shirts, and not a one fits... you find out that the guy you liked is dating your friend... or the day that you don't feel good, but don't feel bad either.
This weekend was an ugly weekend. Nothing specifically happened. I had a great dinner Friday night with my best friend and her boyfriend and a very uneventful Saturday. For some reason, I just felt out of balance, not confident, and feeling like I was walking around not knowing where I was or why I was there. It is a weird feeling... not knowing why you are somewhere. I had a weird sensation in my stomach and body all weekend... and I felt like I needed to rent a sappy movie and cry. It was the oddest sensation.
I got up this morning and went to church...which helped some. Later this evening, I saw Mamma Mia (lovely!!) and then ran 3 miles. although my ugly weekend has not ended... I am feeling less and less "ugly". I do not know that cause of this feeling, and hope that it will pass soon.