My life has been one big moment lately.  Between working on VBS decor for my church and trying to help my grandparents out while my grandpa is in the hospital, I have not had much time for anything else.  I have, in midst of my crazinesss, noticed a few changes in the way I handle stress.  One, I go to God first.  I hate to admit that this was not always the case.  I have also learned to say no more often.

Someone very wise told me to take off all the expectations I had for myself and start enjoying what I was doing.  I think this was something that I had forgotten.  I was so obsessed with making sure all the decorations were perfect that I lost sight of what was important and what I was doing it for. 


So, for the first time in 2 months, I didnt worry so much about what was happening at the church.  I didnt worry about what needed to be finished and when that was going to happen.  I didnt worry about my grandfather and what he needed.  I tried not to think about I was actually the jerk in a situation.  I enjoyed a delicious dinner of pizza rolls, and yes.... BEER... with two great friends.  We discussed boys, polygamy, being saved, boys, church, and other topics.  It was great to sit, enjoy the night and not think about what was happening anywhere else in the world, except for at that table at Center Court.