My grandfather was taken by ambulance to the hospital today. He has been sick for almost 2 years with pancreatic cancer. As the time has passed, he has gotten weak, retained water weight, and has resolved to sleeping, eating (maybe) and sleeping some more. It is hard to think that my childhood hero is not as strong as he used to be. It is really hard to know that he will not see me graduate, get married, or see my children. I do feel blessed to have all 4 of my grandparents still here. i know that I am one of few in that aspect. I know that he is hurting, and is tired, so I just pray that whatever the outcome, he is not hurting anymore. My Bappaw is a special man that will never ever leave my heart :)